Thursday, October 2, 2008
I am so in love with this shirt. If only they made it in girls sizes. Oh well, either way it's going to be mine soon.
Friday, September 26, 2008
so I came across these two AWSOME people online.
I just happened to read my myspace bulletins for once & saw something saying live now or something, so me being the inquisitive being that I am decided to check it out. I'M HOOKED. These two are completely adorable. They just chill on cam & talk about the most completely random things. They're the perfect example as to why I love gay people :) hehe. They're going to be the next Pinky & the Brain, minus the cage (meaning they will take over the world) haha. Seriously though, love these two. Check 'em out so when they're famous you can say you spoke to them personally.
http://www.justin.tv/christopher81784
I just happened to read my myspace bulletins for once & saw something saying live now or something, so me being the inquisitive being that I am decided to check it out. I'M HOOKED. These two are completely adorable. They just chill on cam & talk about the most completely random things. They're the perfect example as to why I love gay people :) hehe. They're going to be the next Pinky & the Brain, minus the cage (meaning they will take over the world) haha. Seriously though, love these two. Check 'em out so when they're famous you can say you spoke to them personally.
http://www.justin.tv/christopher81784
Thursday, September 25, 2008
I love you. You are, and always will be my heart. That's why I stayed around so long. I just kept hoping things would get better. I wished all the time that the fighting would stop. I wanted us to just be normal. Instead I got fighting over everything and anything, yet I still stayed. When you first decided it was OK to hit me, no matter what any one said I was still there. I just kept telling myself it was me, that I was acting up. Everybody told me I needed to leave you but I wasn't listening to anybody, all I wanted was to be with you. I just wanted you to love me. You told me you did. You told me I was the only one who was ever there for you. You said you wanted me to have your baby. We even tried. But the fighting never stopped. It just got worse and worse with time. It got so that we couldn't speak to each other without fighting. Then the physical shit started happening more. Over anything. Once it was over your braids if I recall correctly. The very last time it was over the air conditioner in the car. Don't think I only remember the bad times though. I still remember the day we went to look for a puppy. How cute the 2 little pit bull babies were & how excited you were over the little brown one. He loved you. I remember we went back twice just to go play with him, & when we were both in front of his cage he kept running to where you were. I remember the night when you had to drive my car from my girl's house 'cause I drank too much and how mad you were at me for drinking. I remember all out little inside jokes and how you SWORE you're funnier than me. But I also remember the night that ended "us". You were waiting in my car planning to beat my ass. You got mad that my boys went outside to tell you to leave me alone. You kept threatening me anyway you could. Whether you believe me or not I really have become afraid of you. What kind of relationship would that have been? In all honesty I whole heartedly hate that I'm not with you. At the same time though, I didn't deserve any of that. So in the end, nobody will ever take your place, and I hope you don't forget me. I know I did you wrong, but you deserved to have to go to court, and domestic violence classes. You know you did. There's always a place in my heart for you though.
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